Umm Hi ~

Hello Peeps.. Its been a while I have written in my so called “blog” . But not just here.. actually Ive been I dont know were for the past 2months. I havnt written in my “diary” , I havnt been on my facebook, I havnt gone out. I havnt talked to my mom.. well until today. Well it is Friday (8.16.13) 9.22 pm and Im txting with one of my favorite girls lol. Her namess Lizzy.. well Elizabeth and ive been knowing her since 4th grade. We were never friends tho cause she tought I was too happy/girly/conceited/bitchy and I tought she was a chola-looking shy girl with problems. Lmao ! Well idk how but we managed to become bestfriends all through middle school. I think we got close cause My uncle started dating her mom… bt then again that was a factor that separated us because my mom disliked all that family and she hated her even more for being a bad influence . And my mom being as strict as she is, kept trying to break our friendship… and she did. :c We got to 9th gradee .. woooo ! [Horny, dramatic] Freshmanss c; LOL . And along with my mom.. some girls also separated us. Now we are not bestfriends. But we are JUST FRIENDS ( get it ) and even tho we are not as close as before .. we still talk.. we still Care. And today I feel sentimental. And today I miss her more than ever. And today , right now we are texting about life. Our adventures. Our memories. It sucks how she left me. Even tho we didnt really hanged out after school and shit.. she was that type of friend that you know will always be there. You know? My partner in crime ! ♡ Today I miss her more than ever because my bestfriend (Judith] isnt like her. Im glad she isnt because that girl is bad news lol.. but sometimes I wonder why me and Judith are friends. There must be a really strong reason because we are completly different. COMPLETLY. I sometimes hate it because I feel alone.. for example she doesnt come with me to the restroom to do our hair / makeup / gossip / or nor even to stand there to listen to other convos ! Lol. She wont bring me breakfast in the mornings.. she wont buy me chocolate from the corner store. She wont tell me stories about how bad her weekend was. She wont talk with me about stuff like sex and having babies lol. We are very different. I miss her. And its sad to know that she is heading to a bad path. No she is not heading there. She is there. She has BEEN there. And it sucks because I care and It sucks because it does. Anyways., I hope me and Lizzy get to chill one day.. probably not. But I hope her life goes well.. or atleast she tries to behave. I hope MY life goes well . I hope I TRY to Behave. It would be nice to see her in the future. It would be nice to go on an adventure with her and her crew. But then again, im not about that life.. and that sucks dick . :c

Pεace ;*