Umm Hi ~

Hello Peeps.. Its been a while I have written in my so called “blog” . But not just here.. actually Ive been I dont know were for the past 2months. I havnt written in my “diary” , I havnt been on my facebook, I havnt gone out. I havnt talked to my mom.. well until today. Well it is Friday (8.16.13) 9.22 pm and Im txting with one of my favorite girls lol. Her namess Lizzy.. well Elizabeth and ive been knowing her since 4th grade. We were never friends tho cause she tought I was too happy/girly/conceited/bitchy and I tought she was a chola-looking shy girl with problems. Lmao ! Well idk how but we managed to become bestfriends all through middle school. I think we got close cause My uncle started dating her mom… bt then again that was a factor that separated us because my mom disliked all that family and she hated her even more for being a bad influence . And my mom being as strict as she is, kept trying to break our friendship… and she did. :c We got to 9th gradee .. woooo ! [Horny, dramatic] Freshmanss c; LOL . And along with my mom.. some girls also separated us. Now we are not bestfriends. But we are JUST FRIENDS ( get it ) and even tho we are not as close as before .. we still talk.. we still Care. And today I feel sentimental. And today I miss her more than ever. And today , right now we are texting about life. Our adventures. Our memories. It sucks how she left me. Even tho we didnt really hanged out after school and shit.. she was that type of friend that you know will always be there. You know? My partner in crime ! ♡ Today I miss her more than ever because my bestfriend (Judith] isnt like her. Im glad she isnt because that girl is bad news lol.. but sometimes I wonder why me and Judith are friends. There must be a really strong reason because we are completly different. COMPLETLY. I sometimes hate it because I feel alone.. for example she doesnt come with me to the restroom to do our hair / makeup / gossip / or nor even to stand there to listen to other convos ! Lol. She wont bring me breakfast in the mornings.. she wont buy me chocolate from the corner store. She wont tell me stories about how bad her weekend was. She wont talk with me about stuff like sex and having babies lol. We are very different. I miss her. And its sad to know that she is heading to a bad path. No she is not heading there. She is there. She has BEEN there. And it sucks because I care and It sucks because it does. Anyways., I hope me and Lizzy get to chill one day.. probably not. But I hope her life goes well.. or atleast she tries to behave. I hope MY life goes well . I hope I TRY to Behave. It would be nice to see her in the future. It would be nice to go on an adventure with her and her crew. But then again, im not about that life.. and that sucks dick . :c

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Sister Love~

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Tres metros sobre el cielo~

A thousand yearss♪♬….♥

This was my favorite movie♡

It was about a rich girl and a badboy with anger issues and they fall in love … c’:

I hadnt really tought about him [u knw who] until iSaw this moviee… so yea i almost cried.

The ending was even more sad ! Unlike most of the movies/novels were the two protagonist fall in live and get martied; this one, was tragic. At the end, he guy’s bestfriend and the girl’s bestfriend , who were also dating, died. That scene broke everything they had . The rich girl got slapped by her boyfriend and that caused her to dump and leave him. After a year, he decides to go to europe to study and she goes out with another rich boy that her mom picked. She falls for him and even though they never forgot each other and their love story, they went their separate ways….

The reason y this was so sad was because it made me realize that my mom was right. Two people from different classes/lifestyles/stories/etc. Cant be together forever. One way or another, something, their own differences, will destroy them. It sucks to realize this might have been a reason me and him didnt work out. But then again, he didnt stick through the fight .

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Periods~

This is one of those topics that guys will NEVER understand… unless they magically grow a vigina . (Eww lmao Dx ) I got my period the day after my 13th birthday although I remember bleeding before. Once in 5th grade I started bleeding randomly after Pe. I was in such a shock that I almost faded ! My mom tought that I had been hit with a ball but that wasnt the case. In 6th grade it happened again. And this time I was sooo embarrased because it happened during the school day and I had to go home because of the stain in the back of my butt. Not only were all the kids wondering what was happeneing, but My DAD had to come pick me up! :O The ride from school to our house suddenly got incredibly lobg and awkward._. Then in 7th grade , my monthly period came and I realized that was what made me a woman 😉 haha. Idk why im writing about this but I feel like guys need to know how increadibly LUCKY they are for having a penis !
1) No periods- no cramps, no boob pain, no back pain, no pimples, no dry skin/hair, no bloating, no mood swings, no nothing!
2)No being called “Hoe”- I feel like having a penis makes guys , besides jerks, stronger. Like idk how to explain but for example, if a girl goes fucking around, people point her out like a hoe, a slut, a hoodrat, watvs. However if a guy fucks around, he is seen as cool and other jerks respect him ! Just because you have a dick doeant mean you can go around banging anything that walks and get away with it ! (Btw if I was a guy ..[specially a hottie with a huge cock].. I would fuck all the hot girls I see! Uff man c; lmao)
3)No pregnancies- This is one of my most important points. Being pregnant is like being on your period for 9MONTHS! NOBODY wants to be on their period for 9months ! Guys are so lucky because they never run the risk of getting prego haha. They just hit it and then leave. Sucks for us huh.

So those are the reasons why I would like to be a guy for  day. Plus, iGet to play with my own dick! Lmao. Cx idk im just bored right now cx bt thats true isnt ? Guys , before doing something idiotic, stop and think, stop and value us females, stop and appreciate because we are valuable not only cause we have a pussy, but we are Amazing creatures .

( yeah ;3 )

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Ask.fm/Ohhkaren

Yeaap Im that type of straightforward person so stop being a little bitch and ask me face to face / screen :b

>>>>>> ask.fm/ohhkaren

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Summer School ~

Ive never had summer school in my life . Now I do. And I feel like a dumbass.

Like I seruously dont get it. I thibk summer school is like a waste of time because honestly people dont do shit ! We basically go to school in the summer to socialize? Tf ? Anyways, Lets see how it goes….lets see what adventures I get in c; lol. I feel like a dumbass. Which is why I got summer school in the first place !

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Im done with you ~

I used to regret not saying yes to you. I used to regret not being able to be with you. I used to love you. I would always be anxious to see your name on my phone. I would stop doing whatever just to talk to you. I would loose it with you ! I know it was my fault for never admiting what we had, for never realizing how much you “loved me”,  for going along with the others, for leaving you, for not fighting for our so-called love. I know that I realized iLiked you very late, BUT that didnt mean I forgot you. Noo baby you changed me. I dont know if it was for the better or worse, all I know is that you changed my life forever. I stood up for myself for the first time, I tried things I had never done before, with you I started living ! I will never forget that time that I even lied to my mom just to go to your house and be with you ! I will never forget all the trouble I would go trough just to spend an afternoon with you. I will never forget that time you took the blame for me and ended up, well fucked-up. I will always remember the poems and songs you dedicated to me. “Miss Perfect” I always jamm to it. I will always remember how you would follow me around even though I was being bitchy to you. Or that time when we went to the beach and we had the best time together. All those little kisses and those little moments will forever remain in my heart, or atleast my mind; because they were special, too damn special and that was the problem. Those times were we would just sit there and you would tell me about your life. Then it hit me. Life isnt all butterflies and rainbows! I used to think it was. I realized my life was “perfect” . I realized that I had it all easy, everything infront of me. I realized that other people have a really hard life and that many would want to have what I have, or had. Because , even though me and you had a blast, I have to admit I lost alot of things. Very important things that lead to what I am now. I lost my innocence. I lost my mom’s trust. I lost my family’s hope that I would over achieve everything and become the greatest at something! I lost the people who I considered “friends”, who then again were the ones that lead me to failure, I got lost in school and life because It was true what you had said that life is harsh. I cant believe I stoop so low because of you. I, always positive and cheerful, excited for everything. A daredevil who was yet a novice in your world. Me, always so bubbly and filled with enthusiasm. Me, so lively and independent. I started depending on people. Depending on You ! I started experiencing hate and fears that I didnt even know existed in me. My life changed, I changed, YOU changed. After 3 months I found out you had a new girl. Your brother had told me, our friends had told me, I had seen you, but when I went up to ask you face to face, and you told me you found someone new, my heart exploded. I said ‘Ohh cool’ but inside I felt a rush of emotions, I dont know of it was anger, sorrow, a little of both maybe. But for sure I felt dissapointed. Dissapointed in you, in ME. That exact moment I decided to stop my feelings towards you. And that is when I received a call. From you. And I swear that that day I almost cried. I Have NEVER Cried for a guy, for you. And I Never will. You told me you had broken up with her because you needed time to think, about me. Although my heart was teared up, I told you to go with her, or anyone, and to leave me alone. I didnt think I could do it. But I guess I did huh. Now we are just strangers. I receive messages from you once in a while, but Ive learned how to live without you. Everytime I hear the song “Somebody that I used to know” the memories come back as if to haunt me, but instead I smile and think how that was a beauiful yet fearful ride. “We are young” was the song that started it all, like I said, I will always remember. But now I know my mom was right. I do deserve better, way better. Back then I didnt care how different we were, and now I look back and think how stupid things were, How stupd I was. Im happy though, because you taught me tons, and without you in my life I would still be that stupid, innocent girl that was blind about the world. That girl that believed everyone was friendly, she believed everyone was pure and helpful. Now its been a year… so Thanks for opening my eyes, thanks for showing me I can do better, I am better , valuable, worth tons, thanks for everything because now I dont need you. I dont want you. Im done with you  .

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My beffaaa~

I would say I have a pretty good amount of friends. But there is only this one girl who I consider my Best Friend. Her name is Judith Rangel & she likes books. Even though we are like COMPLETE OPPOSITES, we have managed to be together without any fights or arguments for 2years ♡♥ I truelly love her and even though she is bot the type to go get wasted with, she is the one who would carry me back home c’: I appreciate her being in my lifee cause not only has she helped me with like skool stuff, but also with my pointless dramas. Our date is : Meant/To/Be ♡♥ Iknow I kan always count on her and she knows I have her back too c; I LOVE HER ! Judith if you ever see this , you already know baby c; lol ♡♥♡♥♡

There we are ^-^

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Just Cause Im Bored ~

These is my definition of Perfect .
These people are soo damn hot, fuckable, talented, perfect ♡
Marina, Lana, Emma, Cruise, Brad, Justin, Depp, Angelinaa, Fox, and Kim K. ♡♥♡♥ c;

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Suicidal Toughts~

There are times when one feels worthless, annoyed, like shit. Today [May23 2k13(8.33) is one of those days were Im feeling like I dont deserve living in this planet. Theres this girl in my school that is on depression and I always said goodmorning to her because I felt bad for her. Yet, I never understood how someone would want to die. Until Now. Its stupid cause im like a super positive person and I love my life…well not so much anymore. Out of all the gazillion individuals living in this universe, my mom is the ONLY one that makes me cry. And today she did. I feel like im such a failure, i know its true. I know that sometimes I make her cry too because Im nothing like what she wants me to be. I know im bad sometimes and stupid, but I do love her. I dont want to write no more —